Several opinions of life are in my thoughts. Some times I don't think, I'd just live for the moment. On rare occasions I do find myself praising myself for the good I've done; and I'll think life is worth living. Recently it's been a roller-coaster ride where there are times where I'll speed right through cloud nine. Then there are the slow-moving days. Both times are good and I enjoy them both; when I'm moving at a snail-pace I get to think through what I'm doing. Still I feel fickle, I wouldn't know what exactly I want, or what I'm doing and why. I'm incomplete, I must rebuild my character and be more decisive.
Despite all that has had happened, I will still try to press on. When I was simply rotting away, I grew irritated with the pungent stench that my mind could smell. So I decided to pull away and live life. Now I need to make up my mind what I'm living this life for. If not, life would really seem pointless. I'm enjoying learning Japanese and the Japanese lessons I attend. That adds some interest to my life.
I'm off now, see ya!
Mark
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