Darn it. My perception of time is way off. I last posted on this blog a month back, but it feels like three years since I wrote anything. This is the least of my worries. What's ironic is that I should be the most carefree person in the world while I have no school, no work. Just doctors' appointments, gym sessions, piano classes, and I'll stone through those moments. Being a worrywart, I'll worry about anything and everything.
My favourite music artist right now is Radiohead. The music they play is perfect for those stoned moments. My favourite song is Paranoid Android. I really like the sombre me right now. I've also found that I'm terribly fickle-minded. Can't make up my mind either. My answer to any question is "anything".
Recently, I've concluded that life is quite meaningless. No offense to God, so I won't say anything. Instead of attempting suicide, I've given up since I haven't the guts to harm God's temple - my body. Meanwhile, I've been adapting to my dual personality - one is a suicidal mind while the other is happy-go-lucky all the time. I may exaggerate, but that is what I think of myself.
I'm done for the day. See ya.
Mark
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