Try, try, try

Ever heard of the saying, "don't stop till you've had enough", or something like that? Well, that I strongly believe in. This is my experience.

My life was pretty much good and fun. Then came that day, 9th March 2010. I was jogging with my brother when we reached the traffic lights. I waited for the green man, but my brother just crossed. I didn't see or feel anything, but later I woke at the hospital. Then I found out that I got hit by a car. Traumatic? Well, it wasn't so painful, it was more shocking to find out what had happened. "Is this a dream?" I thought. A dream because for the first time I had all my meals on time.

2 and a half years had passed and I've made some recovery though I'm not sure what the future may hold for me. As for today, now I'm living everyday, a day at a time.

A little about me; I love music and sports. I used to play basketball, I still enjoy the sport. It's just that I'm still recovering, so for now I don't play ball. Just catch. The one virtue I'm holding on by, is perserverance. So try, try, try. It is, as well, a Smashing Pumpkins song, and it's about never giving up; persvererance. Peace, Murdock

Porn? Or not?

Recently, I've been struggling with porn since 7+? Alright, I considered it to be porn. I was young with an over-imaginative mindset hahah! Now, I've found a way to counter this creative mind I have.

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xts55g_rachel-simmons-naked-news-sports_sexy

The naked news! This was when I figured out that there's beauty in everyone; nude or clothed. Do leave comments; I'm very open-ended to this topic.

What's past is past, what's present is now.

  I used to critisize myself over anything and everything. Blame myself even when it isn't my fault. I could never let go of the past, til now that is. I'd like to thank my therapists, Tegan, Su Jing, Wei Shiong, and all those who've helped me in anyway; psychologists, psychiatrists, occupational, physiological, etc. I'd also like to thank my brother, I am real close to him, he's been with me through the thick and thin.

  Now my walking has improved tremendously! It's just that it look kind of "beng" haha! Thank you for reading this blog, I'll be taking another video to show you how exactly I walk.^^ Ciao! Adios amigos!