I've told you about my mood swings and when I was deep down low in self-esteem. Now I'm telling you that I have now simmered down from a high - don't think it was all medication - to just being satisfied with myself at the moment. That doesn't mean I'm entirely satisfied with my physical status, it is just like how a curved graph (that one particular type which goes up, at it's apex it'll remain stable for a while. then come back to it's origin), only that I don't expect to go back down again. Maybe a few minor dips, but never down low; that I do not expect. What I expect, is that I maintain life at a stable pace.
Now I am practising to walk and maintain my speed at a moderately fast pace. For now, I still perspire a lot, or maybe it was just the weather. Whichever it is, I intend to be able to walk consistently at a moderate pace like everyone else. Today it was definitely the weather that made me sweat so much, or maybe it was my shirt's material.
Today I went out to meet my friend, Grace. She seemed tired from work, but was able to maintain a conversation with me. I'm glad there weren't any awkward moments! There was a slight setback though. I got her flowers, since it was just a few days ago that it was valentines, prepared a speech, and if God permitted, I had a song in case. Here's how the song goes:
Every time I see you
Every time I see you smile
I get warm and tingly inside
Nothing can stop me
God hold me
Every time I see you
Every time I see you laugh
It makes me happy
To see you oh-so joyfull
Every time I see you
Every time I see you cry
Although I haven't
I'll be sure to cry with you
I'll always be with you
If not personal
I'll be with you in spirit
If neither of the two
I promise you
God'll be with you
Every time I hear you
Every time I hear your voice
I'll listen to every word
(you say)
Listen to you
Note hand gestures you do
Every time I see you
Every time I hear you
You give me such happiness
You are the joy of my heart
I love you
I thought it out nicely, but I can't blame her. Although I had flowers, she said she doesn't accept flowers from guys. Although I wrote a song for her, it never came into play - time did not permit for it. Despite all these, she accepted my speech, and I was glad I didn't add in any lovey-dopey lines. Anyways, what I felt towards her was probably fond likeness for her bubbly behavior. Overall, the day was good(: I'm glad I went out with Grace; we're good friends and nothing more. Phew! I think I'd like someone even more if she had a fuller chest. Hee hee :D
Till next time,
Mark
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