Ever heard that song? Amazed bt Lonestar. Personally, I love the song. It has been nearly a year since I posted anything at all. Well, what can I say, 2013 is a brighter year, Singapore gains another year in Independance, what more could we ask for? Enough, I'll cut to the core. I've had a dreadful 2010-2012. Don't think there was ever a time that my emotions were so mixed. Now I'll focus on 2013, the present, and move on.
Here's my story, I've always been a feverent Christian. Even when I was a toddler, I'd sing hymns and praises at the top of my voice. Then came the adolescent years. Rebellion, punks, rockin' out to juvenile behavior came to pass. I thought it was all cool, guess what, all it was, wasn't cool at all; you'd might have been hurting someone who loves you dearly, someone who's closer to you than your parents; God the Father. He doesn't hate the sinner, but the sins he does. Then naive me who thought everything's swell, went jogging with his brother, on that fateful day. He crossed the road, I was still waiting for the green man signal to come on, next thing he heard. Was a loud BANG!! He turned around and saw me somersaulting in the air, landing with a loud crash on my head. I was rushed to the nearest hospital, Jurong General Hospital I'm guessing. Though it may seem that I am doing a lot better now, things could've went along smoother. Soon I was moved to TTSH - Tan Tock Seng Hospital. There, I awoke. I did my therapy, still I was in denial believing that this was just a bad dream. Thoughts came into mind, thoughts of suicide. God is good forever. I may have attempted suicide but it was to no avail. That's why you can read this blog today! If not I'd just be a good-looking Taylor Lautner-lookalike^^
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